loaner dogs

So i have gone threw a lot of dogs in this past year trying to find the perfect one, lest be said i havent found him yet. So I was feeling down because people were harping on me saying that i should just stop getting animals OBVIOUSLY it wasnt for me, so talking to my grandmother she tells me 'grasshopper, tell them that they are loaner dogs, i asked what that meant and she said you loan them to see what you want and what you dont we have all done it plenty of times so dont get so down about it.

and i was thinking in a way god loans us people to. i lost a dear friend of mine last september and thinking back i was devasted that he lost his battle with lukemia and knowing that greiving is a selfish emotion and its perfectly okay but god was just loaning him to me. God loans his people out, he will always take them back and no matter the cirumstances, its a good thing. they came into our lives and helped with the hard times, gave us laughter, taught us things no one else could and loved us. There is always a reason for everything god does.

John 10:3-4 : To him the doorkeeper opens, and the sheep hear his voice; and he calls his own sheep by name and leads them out.And when he brings out his own sheep, he goes before them; and the sheep follow him, for they know his voice.