just a mom?

Am i just a mom? seems like before i was married and a parent i was so many things, i was independent, pretty, smart..ect. But now, just a mom, the nanny, the maid, the accountant, but nothing about WHO I AM! nothing. not that im smart, nothing that i used to be. Maybe im just being a princess and refusing to change, but i think i have done a great job at morphing into this other entity entirely. like i have said a million times i love being a mom, but sometimes i feel like thats it. im nothing more then a mom.

I am in this place of not knowing what i want to do with myself and my life. i recently asked someone close to me, what they think i would be good at, like A, B, or C? and they retorted with a question, well is being a mom not enough?

My answer... was no its not. Makes me kinda feel bad to saying being a mom doesnt completely fufill me, and its not necessarily that either, its just i want to be something other then just a mom.

There is not a day that doesnt go by that i am not uplifting my husbands ego or someone elses for that matter, but even when blantly asked of someone if i would be good at something or what not, they cant come up with an anwser. its always a hmm, well maybe all of it, or some lame ass answer that covers all of the above. no specifics. There isnt a day that doesnt go by that i dont feel stupid because someone wont explain something to me because 'i just wouldnt understand.' Maybe i am being whinny. but at this point i just really dont care. im tired of being treated like im stupid or put on this earth for someone elses servant,or even someone that isnt good at anything. i dont care WHO i ask, they cant ever tell me point blank, straight forward what im good at. And yet i am constantly telling people how amazing they are or what they are fantastic at.

so point blank, up front, and honest. I am not happy with JUST being a mom.